Every time I ask for school fees, I feel guilty to ask for it...cause it is really not cheap...a fucking one semester costed like RM6k++, depend on how many subject u took. one sub@Rm1600.....

every time I show the school fees invoice to my dad, I felt guilty, I felt like I am the liabilities for my parent, how i wish i could get a scholarship and settle myself!

I really cant ask for more, they had already given me the best for me. i know it's freaking not easy to raise a child until he got his degree...

And I'm so appreciated who I am, and the parent i have, the life they give...every things

no more complains, the only thing i can do is to get the best results, and take care them! give them the best when i have the money!

thanks you daddy and mummy..

I only got the feel to write blog during midnight when there was a lot of things in my mind! fcuk Help uni college, money-sucker. frankly speaking, i dun really enjoy the Help uni life here! i can list down all the bad sides of it.

1.) expensive school fees

2.) too far from my house

3.) need to get 2hrs earlier for early classes

4.)foods expensive

5.)no where to go, except library and lousy food court.

6.)have to pay parking fee@ per entry RM3, still cant find parking during open school periods.

7.)higher expenses for me, petrol, parking fees, makan. no extra money left..d.n.siang!

8.) early morning stuck in the traffic!

these are enough!

unlike Tarcollege,

1.) affordable school fees.

2.)foods are cheap

3.) near my house @15mins

4.)go jj, wangsa walk, wangsa maju makan! still cheap.

5.)had a bunch of friends to hang out.

6.)can go friend house seat seat.

7.)more facilities, can go for gym, badminton, swimming, all cheap!

8.)parking cheap@RM20 for the fucking whole year

9.) no worries for no parking

10.) resit fees cheaper than Help!

Okay that all i can say, no regret, just money problems....after all, we pay for brand, everyone pay for brand, reputation...if Tarc offers bachelor degree, im freaking sure i go for it!

lesson learned-branded can charge higher price! positioning yourself in the market, VALUE! i like the word VALUE...add-value.

hohoho! I cant sleep now, and was thinking to blog something! been so long no touch my blog.=.= and i miss it so much now. I dunno why. I want to write so many thing which stored in my heart...i dunno what the mood now... feel like need a soul mate to talk...miss those day talking with cousin, i like to talk to him because it is so direct, u dun need to hide anything, just talk it out...

and i feel like writing status in facebook is so insecure, what u write would not just be seen by ur friends but stalkers as well, i do believe many people are stalkers, just depend who they stalk..hahaha..sometimes because of what u write and causes unnecessary problems like friendship spoiled, and ruined your own image...i feel like i had matured in term of writing status in fb...i would think twice before i write...sometimes i just feel like should i really care? i feel like i should write what i like, i should not give too much shits to people dun like....i cant, i care some people what they say. because i believe people dun like u it has a reason. and u can be possible be liked by everyone, they would still people anti, dislike...

and one more thing about fb is that when someone, considered as a "friend" not that closed friend, and he or she added u, no choice but to accept it...and u automatically will behave urself in fb....just like ur parent or ur boss, ur colleagues added u in fb, like keeping an eye on u, u get what im saying?? what u write, what u liked in fb will be read by them! sucks!

I know one thing, I think more than any people..sucks, i hate it...FML!!!

how i hope that im that kind of person like

我行我素, i dun give shit to anyone who got me down, who push me down...fuck u for real!!!...